Friday, March 08, 2019

I'm a psychic. Am I?

I think I have this gift. Haha. Nik tak percaya. Dia cakap psycho adalah. Haha.

There had been many instances where I sensed something would happen then it would.I first realised it many years ago when I was driving after rain to DBP lalu jalan hutan tu. I felt like a tree would fall. True enough, sebaik I went past an area..a big tree fell, missing my car by an inch or half an inch. Subhanallah, I was shaking but I had said my zikir.

Then there was a time I was antara nak pi and tak ziarah my ustazah ngaji Quran (also my mom's neighbour in Raub) who had just passed on. I didn't want to go but my mom was pressing me to visit. Berat betul rasa nak pi but I tawakkal je. Baca zikir sepanjang jalan. When I got to Raub, jenazah dah berlepas but a sick aunty was in the house so feeling like I need to elak bencana, I bagi le sedekah then shot back to KL. Still berzikir. Then betul pun..sampai satu selekoh Raub-Bentong a small car (MyVi)  tiba2 lost control and came meluru my way from the other side. I sempat mengelak but got hit ..bawah tu gaung! I didn't know what to do dalam hutan tu.Alhamdulllilah tiba2 kereta police lalu.Then I rang my sister in Raub. They all wailed thinking I would be badly injured. Then they took me to a police station in Bentong. Then hubby dan segala family turun.Wow, close call.

Read here down the memory lane. High drama betul https://i-glass.blogspot.com/search?q=accident

And banyak lagi episodes where I sensed sampai my acupuncturist kata you ni psychic ke. Tu belum the sense that I would be attacked via my car window (yang ini I rasa berbulan2 sebelum kena..yang perompak smashed my window and took away my new Prada handbag).

Baru2 ni I got scared and I prayed hard it would not happen to me. I won't tell you what it is for fear of the law of attraction will befall me. I just doa bahawa tiada upaya kecuali dgn izin Allah and that Allah hindarkan saya dari mala petaka.If you have this sense, bykkan berzikir dan bersedekah.

Sunday, March 03, 2019

The article I never got around to writing

When I was on my Indian trip recently, begitu ramai orang I jumpa who were so inspiring and I told Dr. Amani that I wanted to write an article on a philanthropist who had spent all his life building schools, colleges and orphanages in Tamil Nadu. I pun beria le meng-interbiu dia, tanya itu ini, ambik gambar bagai.

2 weeks later, the article is still not written. I sat infront of the laptop nak menaip tadi. Tiba2 rasa mengantuk sangat so I slept dulu (I was in Kuantan all day semalam melawat Inocem with rombongan Rector..singgah rumah Eishah. Udahlah pihak INOCEM served us lunch..patin tempoyak, pai talapia laut etc, Eishah and Mizi pulak served us segala jenis ikan tempoyak yang susah nak dapat and udang galah sebesar lengan budak..we could not resist so makan lagi!). The fatigue of over-eating lasted 2 days! Itupun I tak pi naik boat tengah panas tu with the Inocem team.Ketidak lagi memengsan!

I'm glad today was Sunday. We just slept in and didn't go to pasar. Blissful! Petang sikit pi buat our routine..pi tengok Ajir.Dia dah pandai banyak benda now like when we call, he will menjawab.And if we ask do you want currypuff, dia ckp no! But bila tanya do you want grapes, he says yes. Walaupun yes and no-nya samar2 but clearer than before.We are proud of him. Dia dah pandai spell Barney on my phone to find Barney youtube! When I look at him memang terasa kesempurnaan Allah Taala.Ajir is a special child. Memang dia special.