Prof Dato Asiah texted me ajak lunch. I tau dia nak drown in her grief with me. Dia suruh ajak Prof Saodah but Saodah nak pi jumpa lawyer dia pulak dgn anaknya so I suggested we go to Jibby East and that I would pick her up depan office President.
So we met as agreed. Dalam kereta lagi Prof Asiah dah tak sabar nak share, going down detik2 akhir bersama aruah exactly a week before she passed on.
Then I told her my moments pulak. I said when I asked Saodah to call you sebab I nak cari kawan menangis since Saodah pun didn't break down. I told Saodah, can you call Prof Asiah and we broke the news. Tengok2 you pun mcm dek je. But then you started sending her pics and vid clip non stop to me then I knew that you had started to 'cry' in your own way, I told her. We laughed but there were still tears in me. Prof Asiah kata dia mmg mcm tu...but sedih dia makan dalam bkn keluar airmata. She said she would pasang the vid clip and watch it over and over again. Iyalah, I told her. People mourn differently. I ni mesti nak nangis. And nangis berjumaah baru puas rasa sedih I di share ramai-ramai. Ketidak rasa macam makan dalam juga.
Now we know why Noraini accepted us as her friends. Kita mmg gila2 mcm dia juga.Gelak2..nangis.
Semoga dia damai di sana. Next week I dah janji nak keluar lunch dgn anak aruah (about the same age with Zafirah)
So we met as agreed. Dalam kereta lagi Prof Asiah dah tak sabar nak share, going down detik2 akhir bersama aruah exactly a week before she passed on.
Then I told her my moments pulak. I said when I asked Saodah to call you sebab I nak cari kawan menangis since Saodah pun didn't break down. I told Saodah, can you call Prof Asiah and we broke the news. Tengok2 you pun mcm dek je. But then you started sending her pics and vid clip non stop to me then I knew that you had started to 'cry' in your own way, I told her. We laughed but there were still tears in me. Prof Asiah kata dia mmg mcm tu...but sedih dia makan dalam bkn keluar airmata. She said she would pasang the vid clip and watch it over and over again. Iyalah, I told her. People mourn differently. I ni mesti nak nangis. And nangis berjumaah baru puas rasa sedih I di share ramai-ramai. Ketidak rasa macam makan dalam juga.
Now we know why Noraini accepted us as her friends. Kita mmg gila2 mcm dia juga.Gelak2..nangis.
Semoga dia damai di sana. Next week I dah janji nak keluar lunch dgn anak aruah (about the same age with Zafirah)
Prof Asiah and Dr Che Nor |
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Everybody loves her. Yati ada cerita to me fasal dia. May Allah grants her a place in the beautiful Jannah.
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