Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Naik hantu (Spring Blues)










Naik Hantu (Spring Blues)



How can I write of magnolias, daisies, cherry blossoms

roses, lavenders, tulips

daffodils, camellias and irises

when I still see seas of winter?

I leave no winter mark

on waves of cold emotion

signalling death

of a time

of a place


Naik hantu

a Malay expression when one is sick and tired

of something beyond one's control


Are you mad at God?

Is God at fault

that everything is so confused

day is night

night is day?


Spring is Winter

Winter is Spring?

Do we know who we are

And who HE is?

Is this not time to reflect?


In the words of a sufi

"I searched for God and found only myself. I searched for myself and found only God"




No reason to naik hantu.


* This poem was recently published in Indian Literature (2012), an English-language literary journal published bi-monthly by the Sahitya Akademi, India's National Academy of Letters.



















8 comments:

Nik Nor Zafirah said...

what???it's till winter in US???
BOO to global warming n ppl tat cause it!!!!
which means BOO to us, humans....LOL!!
anyway...cute lil sheeps u hav there??
where did u get tat pic???

Faridah said...

what happened to you during msn chat? tiba2 hilang?

gambar2 tu diciplak from internet.
Did you read about budak kat virginia naik hantu? Kesian indeed.For those who died innocently and the Korean boy who had to resort to mass murder as a means to get out of whatever pain and anger he was in.I wish he had gone to a counsellor or something.

sharida said...

Hai dear,really miss u.Sorry lama tak menjenyah blog u.Busy sikit kononnya .I pun konfius dengan that boy.But I think must be areason dia jadi begitu.About the poem nice poem.Thanks .Really sweet of u anh really hope 2 see u one sweet day.Naik hantu ( can be serba tak kena ).Masa anak2 i kecil dulu ada juga naik hantu but sekarang dah besar and u know what I'll be missing them now and then.Anyway syukur for what ever Allah given to us .

Faridah said...

Senyap je mailing list kita.Selalu bebudak jantan tu naik hantu.Ha ha.Jadi ke dia orang pi concert Olivia Newton John? Tua sungguh! Olivia pun dah tua.I missed concert Cliff Richard but my students pergi (sampai ponteng kelas!)Dah tua2 ni nak pi concert pun sibuk.

Yalah..kesian parents yang anak2 dia mati kena tembak but did you watch President Uni dia baca poem bagi semangat? Boleh naik hantu punya power!I pun nangis.Very sad lah.

sharida said...

Concert ONJ ( mesti ingat Saturday Nite Fever ) dengan rambut gondrong ( my daughter selalu ketawa tengok gambar dolok2 ) She said "Mama orang dulu rugged nye,baju kilat,seluar besar kaki and kasut terompah and trade mark rambut mesti kaw-kaw.Ha....ha ,anyway masih winter over there ?Nik Zafirah must be ur kid right? She really missed her sweet mama ( semanis gula ).Hope this kinda of incident tak berlaku di Malaysia.Tapi life di malaysia pun kini menuntut banyak faktor esp di KL I guess.Our mailing lists suddenly turn very quite.Possible ke kita ramaikan lagi our malay friends.Maybe kena promo ni.

Faridah said...

memang lawak zaman kita..kalau berdisco..macam ulat nangka.Nasib baik tak tergeliat urat.

Anak2 kita memang ketawakan kita.
Yang ada dalam list tu pun tak berbunyi.Lizan sibuk sangat kat Petronas Tower tu gamaknya.One day when you are in KL, kita pergi kacau dia.Lunch kat mana2 kat KLCC tu. I have not been to Miri.Ikan terubok masin ada kaa?Kat Kuching I tau la seronok.KK also I like.

sharida said...

Miri such a nice place to stay ( promote sikit ).Yang special di Miri is belacan ( buat sendiri ).I pernah cuba buat and end of the day jadi santapan tanah ( juz because i tengok2 org buat then i cuba di rumah - bodohnya I )Ikan terubok ada di Miri (happen i day i gi kl i pack 4 u )Tapi tak boleh makan byk2 nanti naik hantu ( nolah darah tinggi).At our age we have to be very precaution abt our food ( I keja di Health Dept) kena jaga makan ( ewah......)

Faridah said...

I was just asking.I pun tak suka yang masin tu.Too salty.Some people depa rendam dulu lama2 baru masak (asam pedas ke) Yeow! Semalam I asam pedaskan salmon but no daun kesom.Mana sama, kan?

Bagus juga you cuba buat belacan.Cuba la sampai berjaya.Nanti boleh jadi pengusaha belacan miri di KL. :))