Tazkirah hari ni a bit off.Ustaz yang tak suka bersantai bawah khemah tu was on.So we all had to stay inside the surau to listen to him.Speaker tak clear sangat so I pun tak berapa dengar but I heard he said tunggu imam balik tu besar pahalanya ie buat witir with him. Ramai juga lepas terawih just blah tak tunggu tazkirah.
But something I heard on radio IKIM on my way home from work tadi made me cry in between teraweh.Ceritanya begini.Seorang mualaf India shared his story mcmana dia masuk Islam.Kisahnya bermula bila dia tanya sami dia mcmana mrk tahu rupa tuhan mcm kat temple tu semua.Sami kata dari asap..apa yg kita nmpk, itulah rupa Tuhan.Hamba Allah ni tak percaya so he kept looking for truth.Kebetulan dia sekolah ramai Melayu.Dia tanya cikgu BM dia ttg kiamat..mcmana rupanya.Cikgu dia pun cerita.Dia puas hati tapi tak nak masuk Islam lagi till he rasa sgt resah.Lama2 dia doa pd Tuhan jika benar Islam tu benar, berilah dia kekuatan nak masuk Islam in 3 days.Resah dia makin terok in the next couple of days so hari ke 3, he called his BM teacher ckp nak masuk Islam.Cikgu dia ajar mengucap on the phone.Dia rahsiakan perkara tu frm his family but one day, his dad found out (cikgu dia bagi songkok and he wore it at sch.Ada org reported).Kau pakai songkok di sekolah ya, asked his dad.He said yes.Dad said jgn buat apa2 lagi.Lepas SPM, ayah akan hantar kau sendiri ke jabatan agama.
And he kept his word! Lepas converted, bapa dia yg made sure anak dia solat 5 times a day, observed Friday prayer, suruh pi belajar agama etc etc.Kasihnya ayah dia kat dia.I mula terfikir..ini baru ayah kpd anak...apatah lagi Allah dgn makhluk yg diciptaNya...mesti lebih lagi kasihsayang Allah kpd kita...kita jahat pun Dia kasi kita rezeki, kesihatan dll.Tulah yg I sedihkan sgt.Even then, tak dapat segelas airmata menangis so not easy to cry a glass thinking about kekerdilan kita.Segan kat makmum sebelah lagi (takut org ingat ni mesti lepas gaduh dgn laki ni...haha).
I doakan ayah saudara baru kita ni mendapat kasihsayang Allah sebagaimana dia memberi kasihsayangnya kpd anaknya.
But something I heard on radio IKIM on my way home from work tadi made me cry in between teraweh.Ceritanya begini.Seorang mualaf India shared his story mcmana dia masuk Islam.Kisahnya bermula bila dia tanya sami dia mcmana mrk tahu rupa tuhan mcm kat temple tu semua.Sami kata dari asap..apa yg kita nmpk, itulah rupa Tuhan.Hamba Allah ni tak percaya so he kept looking for truth.Kebetulan dia sekolah ramai Melayu.Dia tanya cikgu BM dia ttg kiamat..mcmana rupanya.Cikgu dia pun cerita.Dia puas hati tapi tak nak masuk Islam lagi till he rasa sgt resah.Lama2 dia doa pd Tuhan jika benar Islam tu benar, berilah dia kekuatan nak masuk Islam in 3 days.Resah dia makin terok in the next couple of days so hari ke 3, he called his BM teacher ckp nak masuk Islam.Cikgu dia ajar mengucap on the phone.Dia rahsiakan perkara tu frm his family but one day, his dad found out (cikgu dia bagi songkok and he wore it at sch.Ada org reported).Kau pakai songkok di sekolah ya, asked his dad.He said yes.Dad said jgn buat apa2 lagi.Lepas SPM, ayah akan hantar kau sendiri ke jabatan agama.
And he kept his word! Lepas converted, bapa dia yg made sure anak dia solat 5 times a day, observed Friday prayer, suruh pi belajar agama etc etc.Kasihnya ayah dia kat dia.I mula terfikir..ini baru ayah kpd anak...apatah lagi Allah dgn makhluk yg diciptaNya...mesti lebih lagi kasihsayang Allah kpd kita...kita jahat pun Dia kasi kita rezeki, kesihatan dll.Tulah yg I sedihkan sgt.Even then, tak dapat segelas airmata menangis so not easy to cry a glass thinking about kekerdilan kita.Segan kat makmum sebelah lagi (takut org ingat ni mesti lepas gaduh dgn laki ni...haha).
I doakan ayah saudara baru kita ni mendapat kasihsayang Allah sebagaimana dia memberi kasihsayangnya kpd anaknya.
2 comments:
Syukran jazilan Prof sebab rajin taip n share these tazkirah in ur blog
My heart sure could use lots n lots of reminding/cleansing *wipes tears*
FJ: I write for selfish reasons...you baca, I dapat pahala. :D But kalau I anyam ketupat tu, you pun dapat le sharenya.Haha
But seriously...ayah budak ni memang sebaik-baik manusialah.Ada sekali tu anak dia cerita bapa dia (yang masih Hindu) cakap: nanti ikutlah kawan ayah pi solat teraweh OK? (nak pengsan I dengar cerita ni and nak nangis lagi)
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