9th day of Ramadan

I see a lot of hope in my current project.My meeting with a rep from one of the Embassies nampak mcm promising.But hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Today is all about meeting people.Some people are so mean.Bukan somelah..seorang 'salimas' dari satu org....ada ke patut dia kata an email is not authorised to be shared with the public...gawd..I can always look it up on the net OK? When I started name dropping baru la dia nak layan. But so far alhamdulillah people have been helpful (you tak tau ke I berdoa sampai berbuih2 di mulut? Nak buka puasa je, doa.Lepas teraweh je doa.And I paksa all my student comms buat benda yang sama.Haha..been here before.Inilah caranya..bila dah dekat event, kita akan buat solat hajat agar semuanya berjalan lancar, InsyaAllah)

Matin pun heartbroken tengok skrip dia jadi mcm kerja budak sekolah tadika.Every time things go wrong, sabar is the word.Semua ini lessons of life.Nothing is wasted.You'll grow better and stronger.Nak kata apa lagi.

Part two

Haiyooo...cannot tahanlah. So I rang up Hafsham and told him what I thought.He said he'd talk to the director and see how he could save the film.I like Hafsham...he is a very good listener.

Isham came and we spoke a bit over rough waters.He said give him two weeks.Nov. event nak bawak a very mengetop Muslim personality kalau ada rezeki. My role would be over by then, ZI takes over.I need to move on baybeh.

Part three

Ustaz mlm ni is an entrepreneur yg boleh beri tazkirah.He said benda yg wajib mesti didahulukan.Kalau dulu byk tinggal solat wajib, qada sebelum nak buat yg sunat mcm teraweh.Ibarat rumah (yg wajib itu) dgn perabot rumah (sunat) Ustaz put an emphasis on our need to know the difference of living with tujuan hidup and living with keperluan hidup.If we know what our tujuan hidup is,semua jadi ibadah...ibadah asas/am is our livelihood...kita makan,kita bekerja, kita beranak pinak beri tanggungjawab ke atas family etc di samping ibadah2 wajib kita...solat etc.

Tetapi jika we live with or for or on keperluan hidup...itu yang kita dok kerja siang malam dok cari duit juta-juta tetapi tak pernah cukup sampai lupa ibadah wajib.

Ustaz kata kalau iman kita tidak meningkat, check balik apa yang salah.Kena monitor.Adakah Ramadan kali ni performance kita mengetop compared to last year's atau kita semakin malas,semakin jauh dari Allah.If we wanna change, then something must be altered or changed.Ketidak mcm mat pit...bila dah dapat candu, janji nak tobat...bila ketagih balik, balik buat kerja lama.Consistency,keikhlasan dgn Allah akan membantu kita menjadi lebih baik.Peringatan utk diri sendiri.