Ada dua perkara which made me so syahdu today (dah tua2 ni, mudah benor syahdunya).Satu, berita Syarifah Aini meninggal waktu we woke up for sahur tadi. I'm not a die-hard fan but I grew up on her songs.Her husnul khatimah amat mulia...menginsafkan kita NOT to judge anyone cos' hanya Allah layak menentukan bagaimana kehidupan kita ini berakhir.Kita hanya mampu berdoa utk petunjuk yg berterusan agar hidup dan mati kita diredhoi Allah.
Yang kedua: hari ini as I menghadap juadah berbuka, bergelinang airmata..it was at a private hospital..Z and I temankan Nik doing his minor surgery (which lasted longer than necessary...I dah panik). Selepas Nik keluar OT dgn selamat, kami semua berbuka dlm ward dia.Him with his hospital food, Z and I with bought food and drinks from across the road.Tak sempat bwk pinggan gelas dari rumah, we had to buy paper plates and cups.I didn't cry over this.I cried over how fragile life was, how ever changing and that kita kena terus bersyukur dlm apa keadaanpun.There's stg about this ward...I solat pun rasa tenang yg amat.Maybe tak byk distraction..it's just us and basic furniture of a ward.
Yang kedua: hari ini as I menghadap juadah berbuka, bergelinang airmata..it was at a private hospital..Z and I temankan Nik doing his minor surgery (which lasted longer than necessary...I dah panik). Selepas Nik keluar OT dgn selamat, kami semua berbuka dlm ward dia.Him with his hospital food, Z and I with bought food and drinks from across the road.Tak sempat bwk pinggan gelas dari rumah, we had to buy paper plates and cups.I didn't cry over this.I cried over how fragile life was, how ever changing and that kita kena terus bersyukur dlm apa keadaanpun.There's stg about this ward...I solat pun rasa tenang yg amat.Maybe tak byk distraction..it's just us and basic furniture of a ward.
2 comments:
Kak F
Insaf dengan penutup SA.
Semoga Tuan Nik kembali pulih.
TK, Mawar
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